heartbreakwaltz

Buzznet is dead.

 

Everyone has died man =p

People fcking talk damn it xP!

A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y

1. Do you like anyone?: In love actually
3. Simple or complicated?: Simple? O.o

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

5. Bought something: Yes, anime =p
6. Gotten sick?: Hmm... I don't remember
7. Been hugged?: Yes xD
8. Felt stupid?: Yes >->
9. Talked to an ex: Yes actually.. O.O
10. Missed someone: Mhmm
11. Failed a test: Not in school ;D
13. Danced: v.v".. yes...
14. Gotten your hair cut?: NO!!!!! DDDDx Caden's fault >->
15. Lied: Hmm.. maybe O.o

U N I Q U E

16. Nervous habits?: get figetty
17. Are you double jointed?: uhmm.. i think so xD
18. Can you roll your tongue?: NO DDx
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: Yes, both actually :P as in one at one time that shit xD
20. Can you cross your eyes?: Yea...
21. Do you make your bed daily?: fuck no man xD
22. Do you think you are unique?: Yes :P

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S

23. Said "I Love you": Mhmm♥
24. Given money to a homeless person: Mhmm xD
25. Smoked?: Fuck you people who smoke, =p Joking But I am allergic babe xD
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: I'll fall asleep
27. Snuck out?: Yes v.v
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: Who doesn't?

M A N N E R S

29. Do you swear/curse?: Not infront of my family.. :P
30. Do you ever spit?: When I need to and in the trash
31. You cook your own food?: Sometimes
32. You do your own chores?: Depends on my mood... =p
33. You like beef jerky?: Yea...
35. You're happy with your life?: Mhm ^-^
36. You own a dog?: Yes :]
37. You spend your money wisely?: Sometimes
38. Do you like to swim?: YES YES YES
39. When you get bored do you call a friend: Text xD

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S

41. Flowers or angels?: Angels
42. Gray or black?: black
43. Color or black and white photos?: Color
44. Lust or love?: Love
45. Sunrise or sunset?: Both
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: Skittles p=
48. Staying up late or waking up early?: Staying up late
49. Being hot or cold?: Cold
50. Winter or Fall?: Winter
51. Left or right?: Is this a trick question?
52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: 2 best friends
53. Sunshine or rain?: SunShine

more have you evers;;

Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?: yes, just sleep
Hooked up in the woods?: xD No
Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?: O.o no..
Hooked up in the shower?: Hmm, NO >->
Been Dumped?: YES once =p
Stolen money from a friend?: Are you kidding me?!
Been in a fist fight?: Mhm
Snuck out of your house?: Already asked that
Had a crush on a teacher?: xDD EWWWWWWWW
Seen someone die?: ...Pretty much
Been on an airplane?: Mhmm
Slept all day?: Mhmmmm
Missed someone so much it hurt?: Yes....
Fallen asleep during school?: xD Yes
Been lonely?: Mhmm..
Cheated in a game?: Yes =p
Been to the ER?: Uhm.. YES actually many times
Been in a car accident?: Nope
Had detention?: Uhm that is a stupid question, yes I have. Come on now, It is me?!
Cried yourself to sleep?: Yeah
Sung in the shower?: Fuck Yea
Kissed a complete stranger?: XD NOOOOOO
Laughed so hard you cried?: Yeah
Regretted hurting someone?: Mhm..
Regretted loving someone?: Nope
Been SUPER happy?: Am right now :]

So..

 

I haven't been on in a while and I thought I would be more active on this site?

 

I guess :]

 

Uhm, so how is everyone doing?

 

Don't really give a shit if you hate me, you can go fuck yourself for all I care.

Im fake

i cant lie anymore..
hate me if you want..

oh and im a girl if you want to see the real me...

http://peacebuddy.buzznet.com/user/

Im Sorry =//

What does disrepant mean?
 is it even a word?

 

 

 

 

 

 

I didnt go to school since i was sick :]
buuuuutttt... now i cant go trick or treatinggg *pouts*
I'm going to hand out candy :]]]

this journal has no real meaning ^-^

In seven more days.. it's going to be a month.. but it seems way longer than that..
..like every week that passes by is a month.. so add it all together and what do you get =D!
:]
IIIIII love him, more than anything in the world ^-^




btw..




 Thats the sexy boy i call mine :]

<333333

Has anyone downloaded the new windows live messenger beta?

I dont like it O_O
its to confusing DD:

Please do not read further..
I'm not putting this on private because there is no reason to hide it but i still would appreciate it if you did not read any further.




I will be truly happy with no problems at all..
 NOW it is gone :] and idc if you read it..

Ive found the only one for me.. Cadenn<3

Rachy{Akri-Kitty}_I love you to the moon and back.. says:
to everyone your a cold hearted killer
Rachy{Akri-Kitty}_I love you to the moon and back.. says:
so to speak
Rachy{Akri-Kitty}_I love you to the moon and back.. says:
but people who know you know you
Rachy{Akri-Kitty}_I love you to the moon and back.. says:
like me or alex
Rachy{Akri-Kitty}_I love you to the moon and back.. says:
kno that your a pretty nice fucking person

That was the nicest thing someone has EVER said to me..
I LOVE YOU RACHEL!!

Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
your makin Kyle mad lol
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
how so? :]]
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
he read what u wrote in the journal
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
^-^
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
or that picture..
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
yeah yeah :]]
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
its true ^-^
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
haha he asked where do u live...and if u had enough balls
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie just cracked her knuckles xD
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
i live in Illinois you dumb ass [to kyle]
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie would go down there and shove kyles hands up his own ass and put a gun to his head telling him "Call him a faggot again you dumb ass mother fucker" :]]
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
Kyles got an army of rednecks the same excat way
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
and?
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
red necks .. allie.. red necks... allie... i go with allie
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
they would tear her limb from limb if they mess with him
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
she*
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
ha
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
yeeeeahh
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
he's the smallest one from the group and theres like 10
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: and your point is? you dont know how much power i have and how strong i am
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
kyle hutup bitxh
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
bitch*
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: make me you dumb ass
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
kyle: come down here and i will
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: im coming down there but youll find your hands up your ass
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
kyle: yeah sure whatever
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: ;]]
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
kyle: =)
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: now why do you have a problem with my best friend?
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
kyle:hes a fucking queer
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: uhm the proper word is gay :] and you hate him just because he is different than you?
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
Kyle: no i hate him because hes a cock sucker
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: a cock sucker? so if he offered you a free bj you would say no? :]
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
Kyle: yes i would because i dont want no god damned queer spit on my dick..
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
and i can get any one i want so i dont need that queer
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: hahahahahahaha
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
kyle: laugh it up if u see me you;ll know what i mean
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: nah i like guys that look like isak :]
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
kyle: that queer looks like a girl
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
allie: haha i guess you havent seen pictures of guys from japan
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
yeah them dag gum girly guys
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
there fucking hot
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
there fucking nasty
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
they are nummy licious x]]
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
and your best friend is a cock sucker
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
i know and i love him so muchies :]]
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
so it appears you have issues
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
nah
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
well he doesnt love you....hes gay...
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
i meant as a best friend you stupid idiot
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
:]
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
and i would do anything to protect him
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
yeah i bet....i wouldnt tho...they all need to die
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
i dont think so.. im a christian who supports equality
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
:]]
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
alright i dont get why he goes thinks god loves him....it says in the bible that god dont like them fruity people
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
noo he loves everyone you stupid idiot! they are just an abomination BUT he STILL loves them
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
you misinterpret the bible
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
NO HE DOESNT
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
yes he does it says that he loves EVERYONE!
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
you stupid mother fucker
Bitches I Hope you Know, i Wont Stop till i hit that Hoe!!!   Yu   says:
your really stupid
>KING OF EYELINER<  {* Isaku*} My Josh<333 says:
:] not as stupid as you

Im slowly getting broken down.. bit by bit till theirs nothing left

i alread want to cut again... i cant beleive they got me this far..

why do they hate me so much... what did i ever do to them...

im not saying who it is.. Cassie, Mira, and Kelly know..

but know one else will ever find out..

i need to get away.. i need to..

sooner or later im going to be nothing.. doing drugs again.. cutting..  wanting to die..

why is this happening?!!!

im not suppose to be like this!!

im suppose to be happy..

EDIT: 8-28-08

IM FINE NOW!!! :]] i swear! so no freaking out if you read this.. this was writen becoz of a guy i was dating yeah most of you know who he is.. but! im dating josh<3 now :]]]]]

theres no real point in this journal at all! ^-^

hehe (:

<3,

Me!

IM SO EXCITED NOOOWWW!!! GAH!!!
*jumps in air*

[for me and her to know not anyone else!!]

: D

 Meanie Buttface!!!
told Nathan i was on!!
ruined mah plans!! XP

But i loves u anywayz sweetie!!!
She is the AWESOMEST SISSY EVA!!!!!
Love her to death...
she tells me WAY to much of her private life...:S IK!!
with the tiger and the BLEH! *pukes*

She is awesome and the one
the only
KC!!!!

XD LUVRS U KC!!!!